13 Aug 2009 

wo~ this blog is still here with me.

I had not written anything here for a year almost. When do I go? Unemployed for almost 8 months. Really frustrated in that period. I keep on studying and went for some part time job in library. I am now working in a Germany Buying office as an AM in product development. Actually, I dislike this, but I need to accept, this is a chance for me to get money and support everying in life. Quite stable, a totally different life from being a reporter.

Still, I feel that my fire to fashion mag. is not yet blown..ah~ but time is really unsuitable now. Almost gratuate le~right? Need to prepare well in FYP. When time reachs, that will be my next step to go to other places. Oh~ so admire to go to big name fashion co, will this be more better and prestige comparing w/ fashion mag.?

Let me trust. Let me relieve. Ways there, time will let you know.

看著自己以前寫的日記，很搞笑的感覺，有點窩心，有點更覺自己成長得更多。變得世故了，歷練了，這是人生必經，無須太大感觸。日記這回事，只是一面文字化的鏡子吧。與其說是一面鏡子，還不如是反照過去的倒影，又像一輛車子一路沿途走過。遺憾是從前風光不再，可喜是前面仍然有更多經歷要細訴。 

對！路途仍然很遙遠．．．但來自上帝的幫助依然是大。不過心緒必須平靜，才能確切感受得到。現在的我恐怕未能，太多煩擾，思緒始終難以燙貼下來。

什麼路要走，什麼路不應走，我還未弄清！那句：「既然選定要走的路，又何必探聽要走多久？」的說話，實在有點似是而非，今趟較為是「路未通，心難以通」最為寫實。

Today, I made a dish called Cola chicken wings. It's my first time to make this in reference to recipe :) Honey said it's OK!!!! Good! haha~`I do not know that he cheated me or not. But, after I tried,it's quite good! Although it's not perfect, I found myself that I get some talent in cooking. :) I can later post the photo back here!

Cola chicken wings 

ingredients:

8 chicken wings(midsection)

2 slices ginger

1 stalk spring onion(cut into sections)

seasoning:

1 can cola drink

2 tbsp light soy sauce

1 tsp dark soy sauce

1 tsp rice wine

procedures:

1. Wash chicken wings. Pat dry. Set aside.

2. Heat up 1 tbsp oil. Stir-fry ginger slices till fragrant. Pan-fry chicken wings over low heat till both sides turn golden brown. Add seasonings. Mix well. Cover wok. Braise over low heat for 15 mins till chicken wings are done. Put in spring onion sections. Serve! (百變雞翼cook得起，卲寧子，p.29) 

It's me Kris! I have never thought that I quit the job in magazine already after a month work. It's a bit upset and feel strange since I seldom made decision so fast and sudden. As my team colleges were...and my head...Anyway I need to say thank you to them for teaching me a lot. 

I do no know what jobs should I get involved? I do not like design anymore, as I know my ability is not alright capable in and compare with others I known. Although working hours is stable,but not all yet. It will be better than magazine industry indeed I believe. You see my working hours in weekly magazine was totally unstable, pretty says is 'flexible' but really loss myself in every weekends. Parents does not like this and always push me in pressure about the working time. Damn~

GOD... are you still here?Ways you arranged, ways you altered. I am lacking a sense of security and kind of blessing in these days. Homework is not yet done, job is not yet have. Holiday is now not a kind of relaxing to me but pressure,frustrated and worried. I have a little bit of fire in magazine anyway, but time is concerned and of course persons whom work with.

Tomorrow is my last day @ BA. I am going to Magazine industry soon. Very worried!! I do not know can I afford the workloads between works and study. But, works not yet begin, I shall not cause so much worries on myself. I know GOD will bless and lead on my road. As HE arranges,HE must have the answer. I should believe.

Classmates heard my new job arrangement. Espressed that X gets the interest as well... I don't know why I got unpleasant on that?? Just feel that X is going to taking away my honour or job chances. I seldom like persons whom get along with working in the same co. w/ me. It's quite anxious and queer... Just feel uncomfortable.

But, it may be good that we can go to school/ share workloads, sth etc. if worked in same co...... Anyway, I do not know...

"Achieve sucess if it's well known each other"... Is this real?

I feel that persons will queer sb.'s pitch and betray if they have ability and do want to do so when coming across advantages...

Worries,Suspected, Annoyance come all around me...

Time is running fast in Bay Apparel. I'm in BA almost for 2 years. Friends here are really nice!

Next month, I will take a challenge to be a fashion reporter in fashion magazine. Actually, I'm quite nervous and worried about the new job. Since I will attend class again in next new semester. I'm afraid that I cannot balance the work and study. Always pray for that company can provide me a flexibility to attend class....

The next thing is my chines typing is really bad and slow...... 我而家要練習打得快點至得囉．．．而家好左好多，但係總係好慢．．．哎呀．．．。．．。

 好多野擔心．．．我深信這機會是上帝給予的，要加把勁喲！

Cuttlefish fishing night 2008/06/28

Macau visit 2007/04

Halloween 2006/10

Taipei 2008/02

My desk @ office, many toys~~~~ of course,more now

Long time not here

Share the new ads for spring08 season of my working company.

MON- FRI morining

SOMETIMES @ OFFICE

AFTER WORKING

SAT

SOMETIMES @ HOME

 SUN